Letter from me

Hey you...!!

Really hate to see your face today...no shine, no glitter in your eyes, not even a simple smile..

You know how you hate it when you feel moody over your jealousy...so, don't!
You know how sensitive you will get each time you feel vulnerable...so, don't!
You know how you would easily cry if you feel you're hurt...so, don't!
You know how you would be soooooo upset if you feel uncertain....so, don't

C'mon, erase that frown away! you hated it when your face can't smile
You've been through adapting... this is not the time to adapt! This is the time to ACCEPT!
Tell yourself,your mind & heart...ACCEPT it. ACCEPT the facts.

C'mon, you know, YOU are YOU and SHE is HER...two worlds apart!! The only one thing in common is the one person you think about now!!

Hey,girl...!!

Why the sad face, why the gloomy mood?
You told him how you feel already and he understands it..
He told you that you are as important to him,
He did what you asked him to do...not only once, but a couple of times, even though it means lying to himself.
He gave you his word and he proved it to you..
What other proof do you want?

So, why do you need to put yourself in this position?

Again, YOU are YOU, SHE is HER...
It would be so tiring if you think of it as competing!
It would be so stupid if you think of it as replacing!
If it was a competition, you know you would lose in a matter of seconds..
If it was replacement, you know that the position could never be replaced..

It would hurt you if you keep insisting what you want!

So,
Get yourself together. ACCEPT it! no other options!
No other answers!
Embrace your feelings, let aside you jealousy
as it would just cloud your feelings & love for him...

You know you can do this...you can get over your jealousy...you can be better!!

hugs & kisses always,